Is my soul damaged ?

nah i don't believe in souls personally

suicidal thoughts going brazy

The fear of doing everything right with your body and suddenly end up with a life long condition or disease regardless is killing me

Like fr i wont ever kms or even want to do it, but why am i obsessing over the thiughts. I hate this s***

that shouldn't be your main concern tho

you're minimising damage either way

i don't mind the thought it's just the obsessive nature of ruminating on something which does me

im drunk af with my nigga rn

Why do I sometimes feel immense guilt for no discernible reason?

I feel like it ain't no tomorrow, f*** the world

It's been a Month...

I'm doing okay I guess. Been really busy which is good. Before I had a lot of free time and now I hardly have any. Haven't thought about the loneliness as much as I use to, but it's there though.

Hopefully that day comes soon..

just left in the middle of class because I felt so nauseous. I was literally tingling and starting to sweat from anxiety; deciding if I should stay until class was over or just leave and have everybody look at me walking to the door in the middle of the lecture

I guess it's better than puking in class lol. But I hate the f***ing nausea side effects with medication. It's so annoying.

does anyone else feel better at night maybe with being tired comes a decrease in energy idk i like the darkness too

too depressed to function, barely the second week of school and I’m already behind

i need to get help but it feels too hard

its time to take your meds sis.

Why???

what do you believe in instead?

we're the construct of our genetics at the beginning and then we are shaped by our environment and experience along the way. It doesn't mean you can't have no heart though, but who really knows I could be dead wrong.

people say that our gen has a mental health epidemic, but i can see dysfunction all across the board and it ain't just confined to folks in our age range

Im going to puke dude anxiety is too much

trying my absolute hardest not to have a mental breakdown

theres no reason for me not to kill myself

there are no net positives to me personally staying alive