its the defacto depression soundtrack

describe your pain in 2 words

whats the book

en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/How_to_Disappear_Completely_and_Never_Be_Found

absolutely sucks when depression gets in the way of things you wanna do

story of my life

psychiatrist appointment friday

f*** i cant sleep even tho i feel tired

Annnd that feeling is back

Listening to blade runner blues at an hour I shouldn't be up, how cathartic

just kill me already man

i’m sick and tired of this misery

dear god please make it stop

S*** gets better my guy.

I’m recovering

Well my parents finally know about my old suicidal tendencies and what not

love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you

immense and everlasting

How y'all deal with loneliness irl?

Talking to folks online great but it's like an escapism and distracting from not getting that social fill irl

I keep my opps and far away as possible and try my best not to interact with them.

I ain't got the time or energy for negativity

i make music or watch a lonely movie usually

True, but in the bible (Matthew 5:43-45), Jesus says that loving your enemies makes you invincible/ immortal.

I feel like I am losing my language, and my thoughts are deconstructing