It is what it is

One thing I wish I was better at when people are supportive is to not show disdain to the “pillow” people try to give you when trying to be supportive

Like the whole “how was your day are feeling alright ?” And variations of that or just the constant checking in just irk me to the core still And I want to not be like that

struggling

yahh

I've made my mind up. I putting in my resignation letter in Monday.

What you gon' do when they come for you
They comin' to take your soul and you sittin' around dancin', and playin'

I want static, wе get active
I say, "Bitch, let's go to war"
I say, "Better make sure you ready, here they come"

This sober manic episode bout to kick my ass

Im so srry to hear this. Sending my love and energy

Wishing you the best

Surrounded By OPPs

Me and moms didn't have the best relationship but damn this a gut punch thank u fam

I hate that weird feeling that comes after socializing – like I'd done something wrong

Happens every time

Had like 3 breakdowns in the span of 24 hours
I don't f***ing get it man

2nd night on generic zoloft, can’t sleep right. Woke up 3 hours after falling asleep

dont like how my mind feels when i wake up but my psychiatrist says to give it 4 weeks to kick in

Ngl all that gun talk in the ja morant thread reminded me that despite me feeling a lot better lately I still wouldn’t feel comfortable with a pistol in my house because I’d always have that underlying thought of shooting myself. I have an AR15 for going to the gun range but obviously that’s not the same so I’m OK with that.

Feel like this rn, like I don't feel like anything

So crazy to me that ppl just got ar15s laying around, how is that any different then a pistol? Couldnt you end it the same way? Id be scared to have both in my home

I mean yeah you could but It’s more inconvenient.

And I’m in Texas. Niggas got way more than AR15s lol.