anxcious ..

Engagement party this weekend and I’m starting to experience some anxiety in regards to it. 2 of my friends couldn’t make it and 3 of em will be arriving late cutting it really close to the main even which is timed and they can’t miss the start of

can't explain how some lil things can affect you when you're depressed bc it sounds like you're being dramatic

Worst part of depression is fatigue. I just don't wanna do s*** n its been this way for weeks. Even coffee barely helps

Hope it went well

I like cutting but it's weird af

Thanks fam it did! glad for it to be over though, was fun but stressful to plan and execute lol

cried at 3am like a baby lol
i'm not okay

im in multiple situationships, i cant keep up. what happened to me?

I’m so miserable. I’m tired of being with a married woman that barely talks me. I don’t care if you got a husband f*** that. I need to get it together.

back to a state where i feel like s*** all day
i hate it

if one more thing goes wrong, im ending it

i like being made fun of when im suicidal

Had a breakdown today over taking a new job

Then took the new job. Who knew mental health was so chaotic

Really don’t care about anything anymore. Haven’t been on anti depressants for over a year, stopped taking ashwagandha which helped a lot but made me lose 13lbs. I’m just fed up

5150

Pet randomly got extremely sick and all of a sudden I’m looking at 8k bill

Had to apply for care credit cause I have a wedding to pay for as well and can’t do all of that at once feasibly with all my other expenses

And it’s like…. It’s on old pet anyway, but not too old where it doesn’t make sense, they’d probably have like 5-6 years left if they get better so putting em down would be cruel

But also there’s a chance they don’t get better either

Credit gonna take a hit

Shoulda had my finance put it on hers since it was her pet first but she makes far less and has more debt

Coulda spent the money on something else like wedding s***

Sounds selfish but just how I feel at the moment

Life man

I will never own a house and it's depressing to think about it

Everything is s***

last night was hell