Lately just been letting demons take control

U only get it back after u stop pre sure

Anybody here got health anxiety?

At a loss. Don't wanna be on this earth no more, what a s*** place lmao

Yeah, like you think you got a disease/illness is undiagnosed? those thoughts be on me on the daily.

I've been afraid of heart disease for 2 months.

i'm sad to here about that b, have you considered seeing a professional for a resurance?

Got some testing done (EKG + echo + 24h EKG), then I felt better. But the last two times I jogged, my right chest hurt instantly. There are special stress tests that you can do, but my doctor said it doesn't sound hearr-related if it's the right chest hurting. She said it might just be muscular pain and I should stop exercising this week and come back if the problem reappears.

looking at myself like

why the f*** did my dad meet my mom
what a loser
now im just his loser offspring, emo degenerate

that's cool you got that done, and you felt better. like health anxiety is still going to be there even if you had an all clear 'cause in my experience with it, is that it don't make the thoughts stop surrounding it but it's a reassuring response.

@cloud_rap i had health anxiety earlier this year 'cause i dislocated my arm/shoulder due to a seizure (it was my third) and, i started to begin to get nervous about going out alone/solo incase I got one. I got on meds and i ain't had one since.

i'm super paranoid over getting dementia too, like if i forget something even trivial i start getting the thoughts

it is foul. just thought I'd share how it manifested in my case. I hope you get some peace soon.drakehug

Did you do d****? Or were they random seizures?

imso excieted

been a d***head. i was just getting off weed around that time i've had it three times from coming off it, which is crazy 'cause i've been off heavier stuff and i thought weed was super safe. not in my case it seemed.

Try to lay it off fam that shyt just aint good for you fr

Really want to reach out to this girl that I was close with but I’m in a bad space & don’t know if it’s a good idea. Def was a complicated situation I just wish I could talk to her tho :( haven’t for 3 months now

What u think

If it can wait, then wait out until ur in a better headspace. Probably will be more attractive that way too

U right, hopefully I can get back to a better place

My physical health real bad & idk when it will change but I know I need to try to accept where I’m at

agree with sega goon, but depends on ur relationship with the girl, if u think reaching out will make u feel better talking you should nothing wrong with wanting some connection even in a bad place, but if its a type of relationship were u want to present yourself well then u should def wait,

im kind of having trouble with this same thing too and ive been waiting a while for a good time but it never seems to come around

Thanks & yep exactly on last point

Started doing edibles again recently and was actually feeling better and more motivated but I’ve decided to stop and I’m back to feeling s*** again

my brain is so fried

My regrets are, just like texts, I, shouldn’t send.