Apr 25, 2022
lxxk 2 uI'm the least anxious I've ever been and am more productive than I've been in a long time since starting tho, so it's a trade off I'm fine with
still feel suicidal but in a "if I could flip a switch and not exist anymore I'd do it" typa way, I don't think that feeling will ever go away though.
before i started medication i would've flipped the switch 100% but now i think i would at least think about it
- Apr 25, 2022lxxk 2 u
prozac completely killed my s***drive
im on abilify
Apr 25, 2022It's a nice phrase! But I'd like a little less suffering, a bit more happiness. Hell, at this point I'd settle for a bit less suffering and you can keep the happiness. It's just I'm gonna burn out at this rate and there is nothing I can do about it because nothing of it is in my hands. I'm doing everything I can to change my cards, yet it all turns out to be futile. Thanks for the kind words
Apr 25, 2022·editedCan’t work rn and can’t pay my medication or doctor visits on top of a medical bill
Ran out of clothes to sell.
This s*** sucks- Apr 25, 2022
If anyone wants to help out I can give my cashapp
Apr 25, 2022·1 replyGot a presentation on Wednesday. Literally for the past 3 weeks. My social anxiety has been f***ing with me just for this ONE day
- Apr 25, 2022
This s*** not worth it man
Apr 26, 2022·1 reply
llamaNeed a ReLIFE
i fantasize about this s*** every night
- Apr 26, 2022
if i could just start over…
- Apr 26, 2022
no way i can repair all this damage by myself
- Apr 26, 2022·editedlxxk 2 u
I'm the least anxious I've ever been and am more productive than I've been in a long time since starting tho, so it's a trade off I'm fine with
still feel suicidal but in a "if I could flip a switch and not exist anymore I'd do it" typa way, I don't think that feeling will ever go away though.
can u go a bit more in depth on how it helps u? i’m always at my lowest when i wake up and i can’t get s*** done at all… i definitely need some stuff to help me get up
- Apr 26, 2022aye cuh
i fantasize about this s*** every night
closest thing is giving yourself amnesia. you come out a different person probably
- Apr 26, 2022BVL
Got a presentation on Wednesday. Literally for the past 3 weeks. My social anxiety has been f***ing with me just for this ONE day
this s*** been making me gag out of nowhere man
- Apr 27, 2022
Can’t sleep whenever I’m anxious
- Apr 27, 2022
No long left of work, then a fresh start
- Apr 27, 2022·1 reply
Sometimes wonder if I’m permanently screwed up cause of my family. The world is a cruel place but you gotta make the most of your situation
Apr 27, 2022·1 replyHFMSometimes wonder if I’m permanently screwed up cause of my family. The world is a cruel place but you gotta make the most of your situation
Im definitely permanently screwed up because of my family but I’m gonna make the best of it
Apr 27, 2022Today killed me emotionally.
I couldn’t concentrate at work. I was anxious/ crying for most of my day. Felt overwhelmed.
Literally had a 30 min crying session with my bf.
This grief s*** is real. Even after almost a year… today felt like the first day I knew I lost my mom.
Apr 27, 2022ill always pray for you
Apr 27, 2022·1 replyI would do anything to not have ADHD fr
I hate this
- Apr 27, 2022maxxing
Im definitely permanently screwed up because of my family but I’m gonna make the best of it
Yeah man, we might even be better people because of it
Apr 27, 2022Working on being more positive
- Apr 27, 2022·1 replyScratchin Mamba
I would do anything to not have ADHD fr
I hate this
Meditation has damn near settled my ADHD
Cannot believe how quieter my mind is and how much more control I have over my actions now. Before I took it seriously I was always like gtfo but glad I gave it a real go and I’ve transformed my focus, concentration and control. Even if there’s a 5% chance of it working for you, I’d urge you to approach it with an open mind bro