damn
are you actually on the spectrum or no?

not judging you just curious about that moment made you feel

I remember the head of the daycare straight up grabbed me by the shoulders , put me against the wall and yelled at me cause this girl called me into the bathroom to show me her shirt like this b**** set me up I’ll never forgive her for that

I don't get embarrassed. I only embarrass.

i am but wasnt diagnosed at the time, i guess its pretty obvious in real life because of the way i speak and my mannerisms but at the time my parents just thought i had hella things wrong with me

i wasnt mad just like "what the hell?" and laughed about it with my sister

why would she call u into the bathrrom

The bathrooms were weird they didn’t have a door and the toilets were visible in the hallway
I wish I could remember the name of the daycare so maybe I could find pictures or summ cause there were multiple daycares like that

Trying to make the class laugh while it was my turn to read and bombing literally every single joke

damn
I don't know about hate but yeah there's an inherent need for more support when you are autistic or another form of neurodiversity

I had a couple teachers I could have sworn hated me back in school and maybe there was one who truly did, but honestly knowing myself as well as I do today, I just have to accept that most teachers, most humans in general did not sign up to be a support system for someone like me and they found me difficult to work with and understand. I remember having a lot of anger and frustration in those years but it was mostly just the feeling of not being fully understood and made to be an outsider that made me feel badly

daycare gone sexual

Maybe not hate but more like they’re not fit to handle that so they just thrown up their hands at the challenge of dealing with the spectrum
I always switched daycares every month until this one where there were people that knew how to handle me

Not going to this girls hotel room who begged me to come see her for her birthday when we were in a training program. She kept reminding me every day for like two weeks and I still fumbled. I don’t think I’ll ever get over that. She was f***ing livid with me for the next few days.

smh she wanted you on some smooth s***, would've been an easy layup

I’ve always been misunderstood as a child but nowadays most people don’t even know I’m on the spectrum I just use my wildness to drive up the likability factor in me once I get to know people

You don’t even know dawg. She wants ready to give me a GATLA Jr. that night… and I fumbled it
I kinda regret not pursuing her friend harder, but she had a bf so that woulda been f***ed up…

Dayum

Actually my most embarrassing moment I could think of looking back was when I was in the 6th grade when I was at a school dance and this girl I never knew randomly asked me to be with her for the night and I’m like aight and we had fun dancing and later she said she had so much fun and hugged me but now I’m thinking like “why was I dancing like that” and I low key feel embarrassed about it now even if it went all well in the end
I really shouldn’t feel embarrassed but it is what it is

the house cant be wrecked in the door aint open, remember that.

ur better than me i wouldve been like "do u always smell like that? or just when youre moving around a lot?"

Couldn’t get hard when I finally bagged a shorty I was trying to get for MONTHS

These kids were also bullying me at the bus stop so I threw big pebbles from the ground at them and they were throwing fruit snacks back and I just started crying
I shoulda punched them cause I could take a beating
They punched me in the face and I didn’t care but for some reason fruit snacks was what broke me
It’s embarrassing cause that was some B**** made s*** I defended myself and still ended up crying in front of them
But at least I didn’t take it and retaliated even at a young age

Those kids probably dead or in jail now tho so they don’t matter

I don't have many cuz I'm lowkey shameless

But in my first year of college I remember hitting it off wirh this girl and talking with her throughout the whole class, then as we were getting up I asked her if she wanted to ger lunch. Out of nowhere she gives me this look and says "what? No I'm already uh– OK see ya"

didnt happen to me but i was out on the boardwalk and this group of girls were yelling trying to get this dudes attention like "hey! hey! can i have your number??" and one of the dudes from a group of boys pointed to himself started shouting his number out to them and the girl in the front was like "NO! not you!" the dude BEHIND him..i cringed for him

were you scared?

older kids can be f***ing mean to little kids