I’m not going to go into too much details (or any) but enough is enough. My compassion for people has completely died. Any warm emotions that I once had harboured in me is gone. It’s over. I have transformed into an extremely cold person, and I completely welcome it.

nah man don’t let it go down like that

still plenty reason to have compassion

it’s just a down point but time always puts things into perspective

you won’t feel like this forever, and negative emotions take way too much energy to sustain

you’re being dramatic youll be aight my guy

we can’t change certain aspects of who we are. you’ll always be compassionate you just know who not to give it to now

Where’s the guy on here who said he’s jealous of sociopaths

You may be of service to him

I nearly died several times this year, and no one gave a s***. It’s fine, they will see a new version of me that they can’t even imagine that I had in me

man if you don’t getcho “you will rue the day” headass on

I’m glad you’re alive though

lirl

Um OP you have any guns on you, if so give em up

OP a school shooter in the making

I get what you’re implying, but I’m moving away from emotions as far as I can to protect myself. I lost 18 K to my mum (whom I was compassionate to and gave that money to her as an act of kindness) only for her to finish that money in two weeks and not care about my depression.

I had the, seemingly girl of my dreams, leave me because she couldn’t understand my erratic behaviour during a nervous breakdown.

It’s fine. I show people compassion and always see things from their side of things. I helped my ex reconcile with her long estranged mother (and brother), despite her not giving a s*** about me three months ago when I was suicidal.

But, it’s fine. I am truly removed from any compassion or emotions. No more kindness from me, to anyone.

OP rn

Well well well if it isn't the consequences of your actions.

oh so you big d***in it now?

Gucci gang

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big d*** energy. def think you needa cut both of them off

I’m cutting everyone off.

OP where you at? I'm gonna come hug you

Oxford, but I’m leaving there soon and I don’t know where. I have less than a month to find a new place and to finalise my (academic career) for reasons out of my control