ALPHABEAR

5y

Sounds like to me, YOU weren’t the good person. I mean, think about it. You did good things expecting something in return? Like respect, gratitude, appreciation.

Nah, if YOU were truly a good person, you wouldn’t expect any of these in return and just help because you were in a position to.

YOU were probably always like whoever you think of inside, your simulation just failed & you realized you aren’t able to manipulate your surroundings.

Retired Artist

5y

I feel a lot better now. I made this thread after the supposed “girl of my dreams” messaged me a cold reply after I told her how much I loved her. She told me she is highly uncomfortable and has no interest in me, romantically. She said my behaviour threw her off.

Bear in mind that this is the same girl that I was f***ing for two months straight, once a week. She now had a change of heart due to my erratic behaviour during my nervous breakdown. I didn’t hide the severity of my depression and was always honest with her in every aspect.

It just proves that she wasn’t who I thought she was; she’s a very immature girl that I was probably never compatible with in the first place. She went from calling me and her “soulmates“ and “a power couple”, to being very cold to me.
At least I managed to f*** her a few times: I’m moving on to other girls now (I’m pretty mf )

Sorry for my melodramatic OP; I was hurting when I wrote that. Now I’ve calmed down and feeling much better.

Tadow

5y

Still want a hug?

OUT OF ORDER

5y

Where’s the guy on here who said he’s jealous of sociopaths

You may be of service to him

Retired Artist

5y

I get what you’re implying, but I’m moving away from emotions as far as I can to protect myself. I lost 18 K to my mum (whom I was compassionate to and gave that money to her as an act of kindness) only for her to finish that money in two weeks and not care about my depression.

I had the, seemingly girl of my dreams, leave me because she couldn’t understand my erratic behaviour during a nervous breakdown.

It’s fine. I show people compassion and always see things from their side of things. I helped my ex reconcile with her long estranged mother (and brother), despite her not giving a s*** about me three months ago when I was suicidal.

But, it’s fine. I am truly removed from any compassion or emotions. No more kindness from me, to anyone.

ALPHABEAR

5y

Sounds like to me, YOU weren’t the good person. I mean, think about it. You did good things expecting something in return? Like respect, gratitude, appreciation.

Nah, if YOU were truly a good person, you wouldn’t expect any of these in return and just help because you were in a position to.

YOU were probably always like whoever you think of inside, your simulation just failed & you realized you aren’t able to manipulate your surroundings.

rami

5y

wait this is all? i expected more, but i can still see how it led to a toxic arc

At least I managed to f*** her a few times: I’m moving on to other girls now (I’m pretty mf )

here for this. tear it up op, f*** that b**** and f*** your mom

Retired Artist

5y

I have a bad history with my mum that stems over 7 years.

Also, I lost my PhD at the uni I am at due to poor pastoral care and total neglect from the university. So, now I have to find a new PhD and a place to live.

ThuggerBaby

5y

Don’t think it hurts to acknowledge that other people don’t do s*** for you when you do s*** for them

It’s actually a good way to note if it’s worth wanting to keep someone in your circle or not.

Retired Artist

5y

Very true; what I’ve decided instead is to not show any compassion or more than “base level” respect unless the person truly deserves it.

ALPHABEAR

5y

At the end of the day, do what’s right for your mental well-being. The world can go f*** itself. There’s nothing wrong with being selfish. Self-preservation.

Bri10

5y

Bet OP is 15

whatzgud

5y

Sounds like you need to worry about yourself more OP

Put yourself first.

Also if you wanna go this route then you should change your name lmao