what happened?

had a stroke

s***, sorry to hear that. :/

how did it help change your perspective?

just shows how fragile life is and how it can be gone at any moment, to think that i could be dead before 25 is a pretty sobering feeling, so i’m just doing my best to appreciate the road that we’re on and i’ve done really well recovering and it showed me how much i really got in me that i didn’t think i had

i was pretty depressed prior after breaking up with who i felt was the love of my life although getting better after i got fired from the job i hated, but now i know that stuff is just a small blip on the radar of my life and i think it just really put stuff into perspective i guess

Yeah, tbh - you're right. I guess. looking back, even though i have had an atrocious year - I can only use my experiences to grow and to learn, which is (ultimately) the best thing you can do. Even though my mum has betrayed me and the "girl of my dreams" couldn't give a f*** about me any less, I have finally learned not to rely on people or external conditions to make me happy. I guess, she was the "final hurdle" I needed to experience for it to finally click.

yeah even though people tell you that and it’s like alright whatever dude easy for you to say when you’re in that moment, but it is true and when you’re out of that funk you’ll think the same way. it’s not easy and you don’t just flip a switch, but you gotta just try your best to do what makes you happy and just forget everything else

Imagine thinking someone is suppose to accept your erratic behavior cause you “fucking them every week for two months”
It’s one thing to have depression but to throw your entitlement on top of it. Nah. Get some therapy or get help for your mood swings and for being manic

what happened?

this sounds like an loser origin story

OP, your text has you sounding like a radicalized loser. please don't hurt innocent people. that isn't going to make anyone respect you which is what it sounds like you're longing for.

bro

It's understandable what you said; I have never experienced a nervous breakdown before. I was getting therapy until covid-19 happened (well, technically, it was a few months before covid-19, relating to university issues). I'm also on medication for anxiety and depression. But she became colder and colder to me within a week of my nervous breakdown happening. She didn't even wish me a happy birthday. I understand I did f*** up with her in the sense that I should have hid it better, but, considering how she first said "I'm so sorry, I wish you weren't alone suffering through this and you deserve unconditional love" to being cold and seeing me as some weak human being was hurtful. She knew of the extreme stress and circumstances I was going through, prior to the breakdown - so I expected more understanding from her side.

Read the rest of the thread

Y’all gotta stop telling your girl about your mental struggles.

You stan drake dont say a damn word about telling women about your feelings

op going to stay the straw and then offer no details

empathy is the number one thing lacking in most people these days

Quan Chi ass nigga

These dudes are clowns bro, if you’re girl can’t understand you having a breakdown then she ain’t even worth being with imo. If you were crying bout her not showing enough sympathy I could understand but the fact she basically ditched you and your feelings for something like that is really f***ed up

loserToThe

Hope they don't have to dig up this thread one day

Can u f***ing nerds relax

OP is clearly depressed and bitter about smth help him see better instead of insulting an already fragile person

You sound dumb