Jul 9, 2020·1 reply
weneedabigmanprobably right now. lost my only decent job after covid happened and I just recently as of a few days ago decided to say f*** it I’m gonna tackle my dreams head-on full time.
This dream requires the use of my $1500 pc which I am pretty sure just completely fried after a power outage an hour ago. so yeah this is the worst feeling I can think of
whats wrong with it? if you dont smell smoke or saw sparks you should be fine
- Jul 9, 2020
same boat as you man, I didnt take the medication route, but the event really messed with me. Still dealing with the ptsd, and every day can be a battle, but I think things are slowly getting better with time.
- Jul 9, 2020
CLB KarlPilkington3 years ago I was in a very nihilistic part of my life. Coke, lots of alcohol, failing classes. Didn’t tell friends or family or counselors, because I thought I could overcome anything and I also didn’t want to be a burden. Finally sought help.
Now have a good job, a nice apartment, 6 figures. Have been off antidepressants for over a year and I feel good no doubt.
BUT...I still feel kinda empty, or different. I think even when someone gets better following depression, they’re never really the same as before. Idk. I feel like the young and innocent Karl Pilkington is just gone. I kinda want to go back in time, not change anything, but just hug my younger self that it’ll be all ok. Things will get better and you’ll change, but it’ll be OK.
not even you being f***ed up with depression man, it happens to every one who is forced into a very high pressure situation. You miss the old times where you didnt have to deal with real problems and every day was chill. I be feeling the same way, but I know things will never be like that again. Best thing to do is to just cherish the memories and make new ones.
- Jul 9, 2020·1 reply
Right now
Jul 9, 2020Last March to about June-ish was the toughest period for me. Not a night went by where I didn't go to sleep hoping to not wake up.
Was having a difficult time with my job due to some factors that were out of my hands. Felt almost sisyphean and caused me a lot of self-doubt and anxiety.
When I made the reconciliation that I had to start fresh and leave that career and lifestyle, one I had invested a ton of time and passion into, it was brutal. But sometimes things just dont work out in life the way you hoped and you gotta move on.
- Jul 9, 2020
winter 2016 into winter 2017
Jul 9, 2020·1 replymy last break up
i’m amazing now though
- Jul 9, 2020·1 replyTriplesss
whats wrong with it? if you dont smell smoke or saw sparks you should be fine
it turned on again randomly 2 days later. I almost lost my f***ing mind ngl I did not need that financially rn lol
Jul 9, 2020May 2017 was pretty bad, I had tinnitus real bad
Jul 9, 2020Last November in a hotel during camp flog gnaw. That's all I have to say and luge has been up ever since I've decided to work to change it around
- Gojira 🦖Jul 9, 2020·edited
i’d say maybe when quarantine started, long ass context to it though
Jul 9, 2020www quakerboy usmy last break up
i’m amazing now though
same, last break up had me questioning everything in my life
Banana 🍌Jul 9, 2020DEL_245Right now
- Jul 9, 2020
WFHI been down so long it look like up to me
gnossos type beat
- Jul 10, 2020·1 replyweneedabigman
it turned on again randomly 2 days later. I almost lost my f***ing mind ngl I did not need that financially rn lol
fire man but also check the psu and everything and make sure everything is gucci. Use a surge protector as well man it'll save your whole system.
FREE 💜Jul 10, 2020Every new day
- Jul 10, 2020Triplesss
fire man but also check the psu and everything and make sure everything is gucci. Use a surge protector as well man it'll save your whole system.
Ordered a surge protector on amazon as soon as it turned on lol
ran some tests and everything seems fine, so strange
- Jul 10, 2020·edited
It's hard to say. Sometimes you don't know how deep in the hole you are until you hit a bottom but sometimes that bottom is a breakthrough.
Jul 10, 2020living the NEET life for 1.5 years after high school, truly a depressing experience that ate me up inside.
Jul 10, 2020It comes and goes but i was in a rut and unemployed in early 2019 it was rough. I've always been bad at asking for help and maybe that's a foolish pride thing but I could have then but just thank god that job called back
Jul 10, 2020Thoughts of suicide
Jul 10, 2020Cousin...
Jul 10, 2020I was having panic attacks every single day for a few months last year
Jul 10, 2020·1 reply
CRACKASTEPPAVEGANB this is awful. Did she put in on record that she was smearing your name
nah, just dropped the charges or accusation i guess. she dropped it early enough i don't think i was ever officially charged with anything. still ruined my image though
6isco 🦈Jul 10, 2020last week, was about 1,800 feet below sea level