Some wack shyt right there

Last quarter of 2019

Now

sleeping in my car in the middle of winter. stealing booze from grocery stores every day to fund my habit.

im sober now and life is much better

This thread really made me feel like s*** for ever complaining about a single thing.

Self checked myself into a nuthouse one time jus cause I was low enough that being alone at any point that week and I woulda killed myself.

About last year.

I lost my job at a pizza shop and ended up at a temp agency.

The job i was assigned was labeled as a recycling plant but we really just separated garbage and trash on a conveyor for 8 hours.

The job was DIRTY, INCREDIBLY LOUD, and smelled horrible. On top of that it was boring and depressing.

After gas and lunch i I made about $40 a day...
The job f***ed with me so bad I was ready to die and suicidal as can be. I would have rather beem killed than go back there.

If I had a gun back then I would have done it.

Now i make $40 on HOUR on Sundays because we get double time, i'm beyond lucky.

Couple of years ago I had nobody to talk to about my own problems causing me to not understand myself and taking my bottled up frustration out on people close to me then hate myself for it. Good now though 👍🏽